“I don’t know man” so I thought to myself. I tried this bevor and bevor and bevor so why bother again. Well to put it into context, why not? I never thought that I would ever stop smoking again but I did, after what felt like a million tries. The point is in the end I won the fight against myself and succeded which is what I want to do again. This time though on two different levels. The one fight is with myself and putting myself through a diet/workout routine to feel more like I want to feel. The other is the educational level that I need to reach to, well earn money. So to speak I never had a lot of endurance and believe it or not endurance can be tough and I have to say I went about it all wrong at first but now I can see how the small steps come together to form one giant step. Does that make sense? I don’t know man but it kinda does!